21 check list

Heya !

I think you have forget me. I am still alive because “I am Ashwathama” haha !!

That’s funny, I know because Corona had fucked entire world and proofed that you bloody homo sapience are nothing but so vulnerable species who are in wrong notions of power. A small virus had made us helpless to follow the new normal. Everything has been changed from socio-eco prospects to individual scenarios, policy planning to implementations, travel to clothing and food of course. Meanwhile 2020 will be remembered throughout next century for what had started in the end of 2019. I was so energetic with 2020 but Covid had brought series of event in everyone’s life. Anyway let us forget the past because it is nothing but the waste of time which can not bring any valuable avenues to improve until it adds some value to progress. So I am going to remember some of events in my life which has given me so much of direction and valuable lesson to deal with day to day life and progress in life. I will remember the investigations assigned during the Covid time and learning from it. I will also remember some of incidents which has proofed me right about my anticipations about the human minds. I will remember 03 August as our first meeting baby and our relationship throughout Covid with love and emotions. Rest I pay tribute to all those who had lost there life due to Covid pandemic. I salute all the medical staff of the world, All the security agencies in the world and Police force in the world who delicately worked during the Covid period and become true “Corona Worriers”  for people.

Seeing off with un-expected series of events and marking my words here with 2020. Good bye !!

21 check list      (2021)

We entered into 2021 with existing scenario of last year but let us define some kind of resolution within the ambit of strength and limited freedom.

1. UPSC – I always wanted to try for UPSC but I never prepared for it. I had got opportunities to work with different fields including the power corridor and after having enough experience I had realized that we are no different than others. While they can why we can’t ? It is matter of opportunities and hard work with consistency. Many events had happened in life which had led me to think that we are still living in era of masters and slaves. I look into the quote every day pasted in the wall saying, “What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail ?”  would it be in your 21 check list  ?
2. Professionalism – Many of my reader are pure professionals. Being a Govt. servant it is a false narration that they don’t work. Today’s young generation are much more capable of their 90’s bosses. Two things matter in life 1. Hard work 2. Knowledge and It has no substitute. Your confidence is directly proportional to your knowledge. You may find it hard but with time you will become master of your craft with your sincere effort. Make sure whether you are student, vendor, farmer, businessman or servant, maintain the decorum of professionalism and give your best. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
3. Savings :-  Oh ! that’s very important in life. After many years of service I don’t have savings and due to mismanagement in life I found it very difficult now to fulfill expectation of family. I had realized that certain % of your income must be saved for some reason or kind of investment which can help you to live comfortable life. If you are extravagant like me, it should be your top priority too.  Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
4. D-MAT  – This is a new thing to learn but I found it very interesting. I will start investing in stock and shares this year. For this you need to open D-MAT trading account in any registered firm. After opening DMAT you can easily start trading in shares and stock in BSE and NSE. So it is going to be very exciting. Here is some link if you are going to try this.https://zerodha.com/open-account/   https://www.angelbroking.com/  https://www.motilaloswal.com Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
5. Network :-  Be kind, amicable and helpful with your friends and colleagues. Good people can help you to improve your skills and quality of life with bliss and happiness. Mark these words “Network is Networth”  Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
6. Fitness:- Covid had brought a wave of fitness enthusiasm. It was observed that sale of bicycles were out of stock during the lockdown. I live in Lutyens and I had seen hundreds of people with group in the morning riding bicycles. I had too purchase bicycle during lockdown and recently joined Fitness India . I had promised myself that this year I need to get into the best shape of my life. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.

   

   Gratitude

7. Term Insurance  :- Many of my colleague and friends had term insurance. Covid had made us to think that life is uncertain and you must have calculate some risk so that people connected to do not suffer financially. Taking more responsibilities every working person take some kind of medical cover, insurance or term insurance.  Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
8. CAR:- In a corporate life if you don’t know how to drive that’s pretty bad. It’s been many years of job and I still don’t know how to drive. I will learn and this will be my priority. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
9. Writing:  Keep writing something it is a good quality. If you can contribute something to this society start sharing your thoughts on your success, on your failure, on your dreams or on your journey. This is biggest contribution you can pay back because it can inspire a generation to be like you, to not commit mistakes like you or to follow your path or ideas. I have shared enough and I will keep doing that till the last day of my life. Writing is love. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
10. Reading:- Good books are your kind of best friends. It gives you strength, emotions, inspiration and peace of mind. So I have decided to give more time to good stuff which will help me in life with knowledge and inspiration. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
11. Travel:-  If time will allow this year then definitely I would love to visit some good places with camera and memories. Covid had block us in cage and now this industries will grow drastically and people are crazy to travel. Few days back we made a plan to visit Tungnath and Chopta in Uttarakhand but couldn’t get any place to stay. So this year I want to cover good travel stories. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
12. YouTube:- I have writing blogs since two years and making YouTube videos since one year. Last year I decided to cover some motivational stories but due to Covid couldn’t pursue it further. This year I want to make sure that I will make some good YouTube cover. I am happy to see my growth in YouTube with 4 Million views and 5.29 K subscriber. One of my video had hit 3.6 M views. Please subscribe my channel here http://www.youtube.com/TheLostMonk  Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
13. Patience :- Mark these words “Patience is a virtue”  I am very energetic, always remains tip toe which leads sometimes to unwanted circumstances. So I want to improve this flaws by remaining more calm and peaceful. You can also try this. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
14.  Company:- I will try to form a company this year and try to invest my ideas on it. This is my company project and I am going to break the ice for it. You can also try if you have any kind of idea pertaining to it. Write a comment if it is going to be priority in your 21 check list.
15. Do not judge or make any kind of opinion on the basis of these information. Because opinions block your mind to evaluate broader prospect of life. These are some kind of check list which I have shared with all of you. I am a simple human being too with many shortcoming & flaws but this is kind of resolution which I desire for this 2021. Let us be more enthusiastic what life has to offer us. “We are still alive and be grateful to that”

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Welcome Everything

A young man who had tough time in life. Life was harsh on him and every single day brought more darkness to his life. You can not deny your circumstances and you can not run away from life. Theory of nature said that it evolve only those who are fittest for the survival. He promised to himself that life may be bit harsh on him but he would bring out the best from the every single dark  night. Life may push him down but he won’t give up and would stand up every single time with double force. Every failure in life was just a stepping stone to make that sky scrapper of your dream. When you have good time in life,  you don’t know your actual strength but failure teaches you more and enhance your capabilities to another dimensions.

Why always the best

you should be a learner through out life. You should be life experimentalist and enthusiastic about everything in this universe. When you are observant to life, you may realize that everything has a purpose in life. Nothing is more painful as ignorance of not being observant. When you are happy and successful you don’t value anything in life but when you have some failure or unwanted circumstances you start observing more and more about everything. There was a quote, “Everybody wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die”. Exactly nobody wants failure in life, nobody wants pain in life, nobody wants emotional breakdowns in life and nobody wants trouble in life. Being observant teaches us more to understand the value of every moment of life. Even pain is beautiful, sadness is beautiful and loneliness is beautiful. Budhha quoted that Dukha (sadness) is part of life and it comes with you the moment you arrive in this world. So don’t expect always best from life, that would be unfair. Sometime worst things leads us to the best things we deserve. Some time it evolve us to survive in this world.

The best thing one can have

If you can calculate the risk in life then this would be your one of the most beautiful strength but beyond that one of the most beautiful thing one can have i.e “Idea” . There was a time when he had not even enough food but there was always been “Thoughts” and that is the best thing one can have in life. An idea can make you believe that you won’t die by hunger, an idea can make you believe that “While they can , Why you can’t !”. If you welcome life as an observant, you can generate thousand of ideas and you can make a difference. There is a beautiful quote in the movie “V for Vendetta” about the idea

“Beneath this mask there is more than flesh, Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr. Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof”

Your mentality can change your life, your perspectives and your goals in life took. All those who calculate their life on the basis of possessions and luxuries are not aware of their consciousness. A king can be miserable and a beggar can be the happiest one. An idea can lead you the place you never thought of. It can make you different from the crowd. It can give you strength to survive in any condition. It can evolve you through failure to enlightenment.

Accept everything 

Sometime you may think that life is unfair to you. Some time it may let you down through failure. There was a beautiful quote about life that

“I cried that I had no new shoes but I met a man on the street who had no shoe”

Life might have never given you what you desire but it always gives you what you need. It may look that life is just unfair to you but you were always been more blessed than others. Count on your failure and write them down. Analyze your problems and put every constructive effort to solutions. Remember that you may not have resources, you may not have comfort but your hard work don’t have any substitute. There will be your time and there is always light after the darkest night.

Believe in yourself, you are your greatest asset. You will never die by hunger. If you feel so you can write to me and I promise you that I may not know you but I won’t let you die. Prepare hard, generate your own thoughts, believe in your ideas and always remember my this beautiful quote

“Continue until you find what makes a difference – Lalit Hinrek”

अनिच्चा. Impermanence

“ऐक छोटी सी कहानी”

There was a beautiful couple in the village . Husband was so much fascinated of his wife’s beauty. He used to praise her beautiful golden hair and her shining teeth. He used to compare her hair to cascade of gold and her teeth to the ocean of pearls. One day this man invited me for a dinner. I knew his affection for his wife and I was happy to see that.

Again when I entered to his house he started praising her wife’s beautiful hair,teeth and her smile. I was in a state that I could see his ignorance. I didn’t say even a word and keep smiling. Poor people with full of ignorance, cravings and aversion, do not know their own mind even. So I let him speak with full of his emotions.

He said , “I love her golden hair , it is like a cascade of gold on her head “

“I love her teeth which is just like a ocean of pearls”

I smile and said yes they are beautiful 😊

Then her wife started serving us dinner. We were sitting on the dinning table and our plates were fulfilled with aroma of delicious food. I started eating my food. All of sudden her husband found a long hair in the food. He got irritated and scold his wife

“Wife ,”what’s that , this dirty hair in my food …..!!! Yakkk !!! Move this plate away from here and bring another fresh one.”

The few moments back these were the same hair metaphorically said as a cascade of gold, shining on her head but all of sudden it became dirty and impure. I keep smiling with learning and understanding. Her wife brings him another new plate and then he start eating with me. Now he was not that much happy with the talks as he was before. He was not that much enthusiastic. I tried to normalise the situations and talk him about the Dhamma.

I told him that love is a emotion with compassion , non sectarian , universal sensations without manipulation and without cravings. I was telling him that you can not tell that you love your mother more than your father because if you do so it doesn’t remain non sectarian that means their is a amalgam of cravings either for your father or for mother. You can not say that you love more your best friend or your girlfriend because either you truely love your best friend or your girlfriend. Love is universal and you can not measure it in the form of less or more. It is same for everyone and once you start feeling that you will understand the real meaning of love. Rest is based on our cravings which keeps arising and vanishing, keeps arising and vanishing , deriving us to imbalanced behaviour with full of impurities , keep accumulating layer by layer without even knowing to us and one day which turn out as a aversion, illusion, delusion, empathy, agony, hatred , sympathy and all other thoughts.

In between his wife was bringing water for him and she fell down near the table and one of her front tooth broke down and sprinkled also in his plate which was still half of food.

He stand up and picked up her and he saw that her one tooth which was artificial has sprinkled due to imbalance in his plate , luckily she didn’t had any injuries.

He said , “ wife ! Put this dirty tooth away , take this plate away from here and I won’t have food now. My mood has got spoiled and I won’t eat anything now. “

Wife was embarrassed for unwanted things which had spoiled her husband’s mood. I was smiling. I wanted to spread Dhamma , the truth and law of nature. Because few minutes back these were the teeth which was said to be “the ocean of pearls “ but all of sudden they also became dirty and impure.

I wanted to teach that our mind work according to the objects and we are just a slave of our mind. Without understanding the theory of अनिच्चा , we can not be liberated from ignorance. We will be deriving by the things which is in our favour (cravings) or against (aversion) and our life will be driven just accordingly.

I taught them Dhamma, brings them out of ignorance and fulfilled them with compassion, joy and real happiness. I told them that beauty is beauty when it is integrated but when it is decayed and segregated from the truth it become impurity of mind. Husband and wife followed the path Dhamma and left all the object oriented life behind. They become the happiest couple on village and inspired others to be like them. They spreads Dhamma through out their life to make people realise the reality of their real happiness.

PS – अनिच्चा is a Pali word which means Impermanence. Theory of Impermanence is a special place in Buddhism and play a very important role. To understand the nature of our body and mind we should understand ourselves first. Day by day we are decaying, decaying and decaying towards end without even realising it. We can chose to accumulate impurities or to purify our mind with the time so that one can truly understand the real meaning of love and happiness. When you will understand that you are itself a universe containing mind and matter then you will understand the little thing about yourself. It is a last long process but your one step towards it is like a one drop in the jar and one drop is always better than an empty jar.

And knowing the process of अनिच्चा , slowly you will see that part of the bubble , you have become a wavelet too 🧘‍♂️.

भवतु सब्बा मंगलम Be Happy 😊

अन्तर्द्वन्द

नदी के किनारे एक पत्थर पर बैठकर तथा पॉव पानी मे डूबोऐ हुऐ , उसकी कल-कल बहती जलधारा को निहारते हुये बालक शान्त भाव मे मानो आत्म-मंथन मे डूबा हुआ प्रकृति के सौन्दर्यमयी स्वरूप को महसूस करने का प्रयास कर रहा हो । नदी की धारा एक विशाल पत्थर से टकराकर ऐक तालाब का निर्माण करती है जहां जल का प्रवाह बिलकुल शान्त हो जाता है । बालक कुछ कंकड़ लिये लगातार शॉन्त जल मे फेंकता है तथा उनसे उठने वाली तंरगो की तीव्रता को अपने पॉव तक महसूस करके ऐक अलग अनुभूति प्राप्त करता है । प्रत्येक कंकड़ से प्रतिकर्षित होने वाली ये तंरगे अपने केन्द्र से परतो मे व्यक्ति तक पहुँचती है । प्रकृति मानो स्वयं एक संदेश प्रसारित करने का प्रयत्न कर रही हो कि जीवन भी ऐक केन्द्र से शुरू होकर आगे बढ़ता हो तथा इन्ही तंरगो की भॉती बाल्यावस्था की चंचलता , युवावस्था की ऊर्जा ऐवम् अन्तिम क्षणो मे अनुभवों से परिपूर्ण किन्तु बिना ऊर्जा के, बिना तीव्रता के धीरे धीरे स्वतः ही विलुप्त हो जाता है । इस यात्रा मे अनुभवों का आधार , अर्जित किया विस्तृत दायरा अन्तिम तंरग की उपलब्धियों की व्याख्या करता हो । व्यक्ति समझता है अनुभव सर्वश्रेष्ठ अध्यापक है किन्तु अंतर्मन के इस द्वंद्व को देखकर दुखी होता है क्योंकि उसे महसूस होता है की ये ऊर्जामयी तरंगे तो अल्पकालिक है । उसके मस्तिष्क मे मानो युद्ध चल पड़ा हो वह अपनी तंरगो को कैसे व्यवस्थित करे यह प्रश्न कदाचित उचित था । कुछ देर बाद यह बालक घर की ओर प्रस्थान करता है , घर पंहुचते ही पुछता है कि मॉ सर्वाधिक प्रेम किससे करती है । मॉ हँसकर कहती है कि “अरे पगले तू ही तो मेरा सबकुछ है , मेने अपने जीवन मूल्यो को तुम्हें प्रदान करके अगली पीढ़ी के लिये संरक्षित किया है , मुझे इससे अधिक जीवन से और क्या चाहिए “। बालक बहुत प्रभावित ऐवम प्रसन्न होता है । भावुक होकर विचारो मे डूब जाता है कि धन्य है वो मॉ जिनके संस्कारों से साधारण मनुष्य ईश्वर हो गये । वह खुश था कि उसकी मॉ सदैव उसे सर्वाधिक प्रेम करने का एहसास दिलाती रहती थी ।

रात का खाना खाने के बाद रोज की तरह वह छत पर सोने चला गया । आज आकाश बिलकुल नीला ऐवम स्वछन्द था तथा हजारों टिमटिमाते तारे साफ देखे जा सकते थे । वह लेट गया ऐवम सितारों को निहारने लगा । ये टिमटिमाते सितारे मानो उसे बैचेन करने लगे , उसे उसके अस्तित्व के वर्चस्व का पाठ पड़ाने लगे हो । सितारों की इस भीड़ मे मानो वह कहीं खो सा गया हो , वह जहॉ भी देखता उसे स्वरूप नजर आ रहा था । वह महसूस करने लगा की वह विलुप्त हो रहा है तथा अन्य सितारे प्रकाशमय हो रहे हो । वह बैचेन होने लगा तथा ऐसा महसूस करने लगा की इस भीड़ मे तो उसका अस्तित्व ही नही । यह बेहद कठिन समय था । वह उठता है तथा टहलने लगता है । कुछ देर बाद उसे नींद आ जाती है । आज का युद्ध मानो समाप्त हो चुका हो । अगले दिन सूर्य की प्रथम किरण के साथ वह जागता है । वह बेहद प्रसन्न है क्योंकि सारा अंधकार समाप्त हो चुका है और जीवन मानो प्रकाशमय हो चुका है । उसे मानो इस अन्तर्द्वन्द से पाठ मिला हो कि जीवन मे कभी ज्यादा घमण्ड होने लगे तो स्वच्छ आकाश के नीचे लेटकर उस भीड़ मे अपने अस्तित्व को ढूँढना , घमण्ड स्वत: दूर हो जायेगा । तंरगो ने मानो जीवन की निश्चित यात्रा का पाठ सिखाया हो जिसके आधार पर वह अपनी ऊर्जा को व्यवस्थित कर सकता है । वह बेहद प्रसन्न था तथा प्रकृति के रहस्यमय सौन्दर्य को और विस्तृत समझना चाहता था । उसकी सिखने की ललक मानो हजारो गुना बड़ गयी हो । वह शिक्षित होकर आगे बढ़ना चाहता था तथा स्कूल जाकर अब ज्ञान अर्जित करना चाहता था । वह खिलखिलाकर मॉ से कहता है वह स्कूल जाना चाहता है । मॉ खुश थी तथा स्वीकृति देने के बाद बालक बेहद प्रसन्न था । मैं भी उस बालक को देखकर बेहद प्रसन्न हुआ ।

 

ठण्डी सर्द रातें रूह को कंपकपा देती है लेकिन स्वप्न ज्योति आज भी उसे खुले आकाश को निहारने हेतु आकर्षित करती है । मॉ ने चुल्हा फूकॉ , गर्म रोटियॉ सेक कर उसे आवाज लगायी किन्तु वह रोज की भॉति आज भी आकाश मे रहस्यो को निहारते हुये कहीं खो सा गया था । आखिर यह ब्रह्मांड है क्या ? उसकी उत्पत्ति से लेकर अन्तिम अवस्था तक के विचारो की उथल पुथल ने उसे मानो गहन चिन्तन मे डाल दिया हो जैसे । विचारो की उम्र नही होती , ये तो शून्य से उत्पन्न होकर , शून्य मे विलीन होते है । वह महसूस करता कि कितनी विचित्र बात है , रहस्यो का ये भण्डार मानो उसकी जिज्ञासा को सहस्र गति प्रदान करता हो । मॉ ने फिर आवाज लगायी , वह वापस जाता है खाना तैयार है और मॉ से पुछता है कि वह वहॉ तक यात्रा करना चाहता है जहॉ उसे ब्रह्मांड की अन्तिम अवस्था की प्राप्ति हो । मॉ मुस्कराते हुये कहती है जहॉ शिव शम्भू रहते हैं वही से सब शुरू होता है और वहीं समाप्त । मॉ उसकी उत्सुकता देखकर मुस्कराती है । वह गर्म गर्म रोटियॉ , सब्जी खाता है तथा रहस्यो का वार्तालाप जारी रहता है । गॉव मे बिजली की समस्या है , खाकर वह चिमनी वाला लैम्प जला देता है और कमरे मे जाकर टेबल पर रख देता है । वह अब कला की कॉपी निकाल कर पेंसिल से कुछ उकेरने की कोशिश करता है । कुछ देर बाद उसे नींद आने लगती है तो आधा अधुरा चित्र छोड़कर लैम्प बुझा देता है और लेट जाता है । मस्तिष्क मे अभी रहस्यो का युद्ध छुड़ा हुआ है , ये कल्पनाऐं उसे ऐक अलग आन्नद प्रदान करती थी । एक हिंदू परिवार मे होने के कारण वह धार्मिक गतिविधियों से भी अक्सर रूबरू हो जाया करता था । वह आश्चर्यचकित रहता था कि कैसे आस्थाओं का जन्म होता है । वह देवी देवताओं के अस्तित्व से भी अत्यंत प्रभावित था तथा उनके रहस्य उसे सदैव उत्साहित रखते थे ।

उसको नींद आ जाती है , मानो ऐक युद्ध की समाप्ति का विगुल बजा दिया गया हो किन्तु ऐक अलग काल्पनिक संसार मे वह अपनी रहस्यमयी खोजे जारी रखता है ।

वह घर से निकल पड़ा है , गॉव से काफी दूर जाकर वापस देखता है , धुमिल होती तस्वीर अभी दिखाई दे रही है । फिर मुड़कर सफर की गति को बरकरार रखता है । अब यहॉ से दुसरा गॉव शुरू होता है , चलते चलते कुछ लोग मिलते है किन्तु वह बिना किसी वार्तालाप के आगे बड़ता जाता है । किसकी तलाश और कौन सी वो मंजिल , अभी भी अस्पष्ट है । दिन समाप्त होता है वह चॉदनी रात मे भी यात्रा बरकरार रखता है । इसी तरह कुछ और गॉव पार करता रहता है तथा 2-4 दिन बीत जाते है । चेहरे पर प्रखर तेजस्वी ओज , प्रचण्ड जोश उसकी ऊर्जा को सदैव ज्वलित करता है तथा आगे बढ़ने की प्रेरणा देती रहती है ।

अब ऐक धार्मिक स्थल आता है जहॉ कुछेक श्रद्धालु दिखाई पड़ते है । ऐक साधू उसे बताते है यह रास्ता सीधेे कैलाश जाता है जहॉ स्वयं शिव शम्भू विराजमान है किन्तु इस राह पर कोई गया नही कभी । इतने दिनो के कठिन यात्रा उसे डगमगा नही पायी , अब तो मानो उसे शिव शम्भू की तलाश हो जैसे । उसकी राहे कितनी अलग है , वह किसी की परवाह किये वगैर आगे की ओर चल पड़ता है । इतने दिनो से कन्दमूल, फल फूलों जैसे प्राकृतिक स्रोतों से यापन करता रहा । कठिन मार्गों, नल नालो , नदि , जंगलों को पार करता रहा और अब बर्फ की चोटियों से रूबरू होता है । ये राह कितनी कठिन है किन्तु जिज्ञासा की हठ हार मानने से इनकार करती है । अब ये डगर और कठिन होने वाली थी वह इस बात से अनभिज्ञ था । ये बर्फ ढकी चोटियॉ और उनसे बहने वाली सर्द हवाऐं मानो तीखी तलवार सरिखे वार करती है । उसका जुनून आगे बढ़ने का हौसला देता है , रफ्तार थमती नही और वह बड़ता चला गया । वह ऐक चोटी पर पहुँच गया किन्तु उसे अब और ऊंची चोटियॉ दिखाई दे रही है , वह फिर आगे बड़ता है शिव शम्भू की तलाश मे ।

ऐक स्थान उसे महसूस होता है कि अब उसका शरीर साथ नही दे रहा , रुककर और ऊँची चोटियों को देखता है । उसकी ऑखो के सामने अब अंधेरा छा रहा है , वह घुटनो के बल बैठ जाता है । उसका शरीर ठण्डा पड़ने लगा , सॉसे थम सी रही थी । उसे प्रतीत होने लगा कि ये अन्तिम क्षण है , निराशा ने जकड़ सा लिया हो जैसे । उसे दुख है कि बिना दर्शन के छोड़कर जाना पड़ेगा । अचानक अंधेरा छा जाता है , वह गिर पड़ता है । शरीर गिरा पड़ा है , वह अंधकार मे विलीन हो गया । यही सत्य है , यह अंधकार है और इसके आगे कुछ नही है , यही शून्य है । वह कभी नही उठेगा ।

कुछ क्षण पश्चात ऐक तीव्र ज्योति प्रकट होती है , उसकी ऑखे खुलती है तो वह स्वयं को किसी की बॉहो मे पाता है । ये क्या ! साक्षात शिव शम्भू उसे उठाये हुये है । उनके तेज से मानो संसार प्रकाशित हो रहा हो जैसे । उनकी रहस्यमयी मुस्कान मानो सहस्र रहस्यों को जन्म दे रही हो जैसै । भोले बाबा मुस्कराये , वह कुछ नही बोल पाया । बाबा ने सिर पर हाथ फेरा , उसे ऐक झटका लगा उसने ऑखे खोल कर देखा मॉ सिर पर हाथ फेर रही थी । दूध का गिलास मेज पर रखा था , सुबह हो चुकी थी । वह मॉ से लिपट जाता है किन्तु कुछ कहता नही । मॉ हाथ फरती है और मुस्कराती है । ये रहस्यो के खजाने मे ऐक और हीरा इकट्ठा हो गया । मॉ तथा बालक दोनो बेहद प्रसन्न थे । मैं भी उन्हे देखकर बेहद प्रसन्न था ।